34 minutes ago
Michelle Paulson, truthfully saved me from a life of sadness and complete despair … She helped me , understand more about my mother and what drove her to behave the way she did. My mother was extremely non maternal ( I always thought that what moms were like. Distant , neglectful, with no compassion or loving behavior, or interest . Of course as I grew up and experienced other families… I learned differently) .
Michelle quickly connected with my mom, who arrived with my late sister…it’s hard for me to explain it too you. You’d have to be there I think. But I can tell you this. The things my mom said to me and my husband , in zero way , could Michelle have known prior to this meeting. She absolutely could NOT have known. Some of them were inside jokes, and some of my mom trying to explain herself and her behavior toward me and my siblings . Which Michelle knew nothing about . Michelle didn’t know that I was there because I needed answers from my mom, NOT comfort from her, like a normal kid. The only grief I had , was grieving the mother I never had but desperately wanted and needed .
If you need help resolving issues with someone who has parted, or need some connection from them, Michelle can help you by being the interrupter between you and whom ever….. she is amazing . Michelle was very sensitive and caring . She is also incredibly smart and put things together quickly and helped us to communicate and understand each other ( me , mom and my husband) more effectively. Which I really appreciated since it was highly emotional. When other souls started to arrive , Michelle did not ignore them ,but instead invited them Into the conversation , which for me was very healing . Because the others had things to say , that helped me understand . Again , these things they had to say , were in code , for lack of a better word . They would just start talking about an experience, that we had , that Michelle knew nothing about …but we understood perfectly.
We will be seeing her again . There is more healing to go…. I found instant relief the first round , which I am so grateful to Michelle for. I was a hot mess, I was!! And there was no way for me to heal , none , now that my mom was gone. I was just destined to never know, to never understand why things happened the way they did . Or if I didn’t do enough for mom. I would have gone to my own grave broken , sad, and like I should’ve done more , said more , worked harder for…... That I had failed them somehow…..but because of Michelle and her gift and her own emotional intelligence , I am doing so much better . There is more to me than just my mother, and my childhood -through adult hood trauma ,that my mom caused me and my siblings….Michelle saved me in a sense…. She may not fully know that. But Michelle did , she helped me live….
She can help you too….